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Living or Existing EP

by Outside Looking In

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1.
Sick of your macho attitude I've met your type before You only get on my nerves I can't take it anymore I'm sick Sick of your shit Everything’s a competition to you With your alpha male mentality To you there’s no difference Between sexism and sexuality Your insecures get the best of you Your weak ego has everything to prove You lack consideration for others Your own selfish gain is all that matters
2.
A door from the past Opens up what I can't face In self-denial I close my eyes And try to bury my shame I can't talk I can't hide It eats me up inside I question who am I Fear of judgment locks me in Guilt crushes from within
3.
I'm sick of Trendy Cliche Overhyped Soulless Scummy Hardcore bands
4.
Old Man 01:17
You speak before you listen Bitter you think you know it all Never give me a chance to explain Your mind is so narrow and small You put me down with Your condescending views No matter what I say or do It's your way or the wrong way And somehow I'm always making mistakes You say I'm slow and dumb And I don't listen I think your own arrogance gets in the way Of you looking back at your own reflection I'm young and there’s so much I don't know But I know when I grow old I don't ever wanna be like you You disrespect me And you expect me to respect you
5.
Ripped Apart 00:54
Feeling negative feeling mean Ashamed of who I become to be Feeling negative feeling mean Ashamed of who I become to be Anger consumes me Anger controls me Resentment builds up inside of me Blinded, it's all I see Inside I feel ripped apart Bitterness fills my heart Ripped apart Ripped apart Bitterness Fills my heart Ripped apart Ripped apart Inside I feel Ripped apart
6.
Count Me Out 01:01
If this is normal, then count me out This way of life makes me wanna shout I’d rather be alienated in the minority Than lie to myself to be in the majority Count me out
7.
Day by day things stay the same Idly I let my dreams decay I've become use to this routine But I'm not who I want to be Am I living or existing Bitterness builds up inside Turns me old, jades my eyes I watch my life slowly slip away More than ever I need a change I'm not living I'm just existing Not growing I’m becoming stagnant I’m confused I’m afraid Because I don’t know how to change
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My alarms' going off and I can't get out of bed Exhaustion holds me in Too many days of behind I just wanna run and hide Another day of stress And feeling depressed Another day behind Where am I going with my life Saturate in this routine My direction in this world is a confusion to me I continue to let myself down time and time again I tear at my walls still without a solution I'm sick of being behind I'm sick of being stressed I'm sick of letting myself down I'm sick of being depressed
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It's another disheartening night On the floor there was nearly a fight From tough guys throwing their fists And not giving a shit who they hit I see the people throughout the hall With cliche minds with uncritical thoughts In each corner there's a social click I can't help feeling that I don't fit in I don't feel moved or inspired I feel like I'm existing on another dead night The music rings in my ears but doesn't move my heart The lyrics stand tall but the actions fall short Too much of what we've fought against Lives at the shows At times I can't help but feel the disillusion grow Tonight is another night that lays stagnant Leaving me feeling burnt out and alone Tonight is another disheartening night Leaving me feeling burnt out and alone Stagnant. Burnt Out. And alone.

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released March 29, 2014

Miles - Vocals
Bryan - Guitar
Tommy - Bass
Josh - Drums

Recorded by Jack Shirley at The Atomic Garden 2-10-14.

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Outside Looking In Chico, California

Hardcore for the punks.
Hardcore for the punks.
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